I'm thinking of doing something stupid. I figure I'll write it here first and maybe the moment will pass. Maybe someone will read this and talk me out of it too.
I'm thinking of emailing Mike. I've been battling it for a couple of days now. That's one of the reasons I started this journal so whenever the urge hit I could come here and talk the shit out. But, now I'm thinking of emailing him a link to this site so he can see for himself what's going on inside my mind. Not, that he'd be remotely interested in reading it.
He didn't even have the decency to tell me what was really going on. He left me to wonder and try and figure it all out on my own.
Well for now it will wait. I'm going to get off my a** and take my bike to Venice for a ride.