Forgive me journaling community for I have sinned. It has been a week since my last entry. I wouldn't have even posted this one tonight if Christina didn't call me out on the error of my ways. I have been in a funk for a month now. It just doesn't seem to be leaving. I am now popping St. John's Wart with the hope that my mood will be gone soon.
I am the proactive type. As such, I am trying to find the root of what is bothering me. Some of it, I think, is because I have been too wrapped up in what goes on here in J-land. I've felt like I spend too much time here instead of doing things in the real world. As such, I have been making a concerted effort not to log on as soon as I get home from work. In addition, I told Kevin to accept no excuses and to force me to do something today. We decided to go to a museum.
And, not a moment too soon. After reading the Hippie Chick's journal this morning, I was seething mad. I'm still mad. But, I'll get over it. I had a great day with my GAY boyfriend Kevin. I went to a museum and saw beautiful works of art. I felt the wind blow through my hair and felt the sun on my face. I talked with my buddy and joked. It felt great!
After this, I am popping in the movie Amelie, that Slomo and Babyshark have raved about. I will not feel guilty that I am umpteen entries behind on answering comments, or that I have a cazillion journals that I am behind on reading. I won't beat myself up that another weekend has gone by and I didn't call friends and family that I've been meaning to connect with forever and that a list a mile long of chores still needs to be done. I will enjoy the rest of my Sunday and start afresh tomorrow.